It was Chance's first year at this school and everything was new. The kids, the teachers, the schedule, the curriculum and expectations.
This is not a pleasant situation to try to navigate when your hearing is failing. I think Chance felt extra vulnerable at a time when he had a lot of changes to adjust to.
Chance is a perfectionist and it is very important to him to do things right and well. Not being able to hear like usual made the situation harder to adjust to and Chance really struggled for a time. I don't know that Chance identified his hearing loss as a cause to his anxiety, but I know my Chance.
He was concerned about not hearing what the teacher was saying. He struggled with meeting the new kids he encountered as it was difficult for him to hear what they were saying sometimes. Indeed, I witnessed several times in the halls of school and in the lunchroom when kids would say,"Hi Chance!", and Chance would have no idea that he was being addressed. I don't think Chance realized how many kids were reaching out to friendship him.
For the first several weeks Chance suffered with some serious anxiety at school. The women in the special ed department were so good at helping him feel welcome and making arrangements for him to test in their office if he needed a quiet environment.
We talked at home about taking deep breaths and helping ourselves calm down when we started to feel anxious.
|Chance in the fall leaves in the mountains near our home|
I know that there are several deaf children and adults who have only one implant. The fact is, that second implant really makes a difference in how well you can hear and to have the ability taken away for whatever reason, is unnerving.
I hear perfectly well out of both hears (give and take:) and I go crazy when one of my ears gets plugged up. It is distracting and I have to focus harder on what is being said and ask more questions of my kids and others when they talk to me to ensure I heard them right.
I can only imagine what it was like for Chance to loose half of his hearing. And he lost more than I ever loose with a clogged ear.
Things are now going well for Chance. There is a little bit of adjustment for Chance with this new implant even though Chance has had two implants for years. Each time you get an implant is a little different I think. Chance is hearing well and his anxiety has all but left. I don't get texts anymore telling me that he is having a hard time and he happily leaves the house for school each morning.
There are some things he is working on to fine tune his hearing with his new implant. Chance meets with a consultant from the School for the Deaf once a week. We love you Nancy! And Chance has had some funny incidents at church etc. when there are lots of crazy boys his age being loud and Chance has not been able to hear exactly what is being said. He takes it in stride and even chuckles about it.
Chance has been nicknamed "The Beast" in futsal. Being known as The Beast can only help in any situation, since it just sounds like you have everything under control. During last period each day, Chance takes a bus off campus with his team to an indoor soccer field. He gets to kick a ball around for close to an hour. That makes it all right in his world.
Just call him The Beast.